Still alive and doing shit though I'm really being pushed to fail. My family is fucking horrible and my mom hides behind the bible that she herself knew was changed and like all of a sudden she forgot everything she knew and I hope both chris' are in fear right now. I have absolutely no one on my side and my mom is a fucking coward and has a severe case of uber denial. So like all those doctor visits and crap and the mental breakdowns never happened? Nah. I hope they all suffer. I'm no angel but at the same time I'm a fucking angel and the Murrays and Bertrands (and at least a McGavock not me) are fucking monster and demons. Liars, cheaters....You know at least I can say, though it's worth jack-shit, that I'm the only one in my family that's never cheated on a significant other. Close, but I was 16 and I didnt actually sleep with anyone else but joe until a few months after I broke up with joe, he started fucking the girl I thought he was cheating on me with, and I slept with his roommate.